Monday, May 26, 2014

Have some fun if she's not the one

Sometimes it’s better when you know a date isn’t going to work out. It takes some of the pressure off. Instead of nervously trying to impress the person sitting across from you with some overeager theatrical performance, you can relax and just stuff your face with pad thai. You don’t even have to take your elbows off the table.
 
If the ultimate goal is to lock down a significant other, then sure, the whole experience falls short. Otherwise, I totally recommend it.
 
Two weeks ago this was, at a Thai restaurant on Congress Street in Portland. Since it was a beautiful evening, I waited for my date, “Lucy,” outside the eatery while watching city life unfurl before me – bicyclists cutting across lanes of traffic, cabs honking horns, panhandlers hitting up cash-rich pedestrians for beer money and pocket change. It lulled me into a kind of dreamy Zen state. Then Lucy rounded a corner and walked toward me, at which point she immediately earned a check in the minus column: Too much makeup. Subtle and tastefully applied, makeup can be alluring, a splash of color lending context to a delicate painting. This wasn’t subtle, and it wasn’t tasteful. It was like being approached by someone playing the Joker in an off-Broadway production of “The Dark Knight,” minus the weird scars and propensity for murdering investment bankers. I hoped.
 
Maybe that isn’t fair. But each of has our own interior plus and minus columns, and we use them when assessing people in these types of scenarios; at the end of the night, we tally up the scores and use them to determine whether said person deserves a second date, or will be relegated to anecdote status and column fodder. I’m sure she was doing the same with me, scoping out my bald pate and wondering silently how an earthly object can possibly emit more light than a midday sun. The answer: clean living. And turtle wax.
 
The makeup wasn’t a deal breaker. Beyond the lipstick and pinched-bottom rouge was a striking woman, beautiful in a way that weakens knees and inspires poets to write rosy verse about handholding under summer sunsets. When the restaurant hostess told us there’d be a wait, and that she’d call us when a table was ready, I thought, “Okay, it’s a gorgeous evening. Let’s kill some time with a little walk-and-talk through downtown Portland. Let’s get to know this mysterious femme. Then we can eat, and none too soon, ’cause I’m so hungry I could eat an airplane fuselage.” I could have, too.
 
So we walked, and in short order I discovered that that she had spent some time last summer living with one of her older brothers in – wait for it – Thailand!
 
Wow!
 
This is the kind of thing you want on a date – a conversational meander that has good traction to it, something you can work with. I was intrigued, figuring it might be a fruitful avenue to explore. So I asked her about Thailand, because that’s what you do.
 
If I was a different sort of guy, I may have been satisfied by her response. But I’m the sort of guy I am. I wanted to know what the culture was like, what she saw, how the architecture looked, what experiences she had there. Instead, I learned that Thailand is expensive, which means I’ll probably never go there, and that the food is awesome, which does me no good since I’ll probably never go there. And that’s the long and short of it. I didn’t even find out why her brother was living there in the first place, although I think it’s safe to assume he’s some sort of secret agent, collecting state secrets by bribing Thai officials with cheeseburgers and nudie magazines. These were the kinds of blanks I had to fill in for myself.
 
This, combined with the fact that she sought remarkably few details about my own life, portended doom. By the time we sat down to dinner – Thai food, though how authentic it was I guess I’ll never know – I knew she wasn’t for me. There’s nothing wrong with her, per se; we just weren’t compatible in the ways that mattered. I’d never be able to confide in her my burning desire to construct a working Iron Man suit so I can fly over buildings and punch bears in the face. 
 
You’d think this would disappoint me. And it did, to a degree. But I’ve been in these situations before, and this is where the fun actually begins. Because it’s like a free play at the arcade, where the pinball machines are open and nothing you do has any consequences. It’s a weird and rare freedom. 
 
See, I prepare for dates much the same way I prepare for an interview. I come up with a list of basic questions, and if the interviewee – or date – gives me an answer that propels us into an unexpected tangent, then great, we can happily go off-script and traipse together in the wilderness. If she’s giving me nothing, then at least I have those baseline questions to fall back on, a safety net that keeps the conversation moving and prevents it from becoming too awkward. In this scenario, I cease to be Jeff Lagasse, earnest bachelor, and become David Letterman, detached talk show guy. You haven’t had fun on a date until you’ve pretended to be a late night host chatting up a movie starlet about an upcoming project.
 
“So Lucy, I hear you have four siblings! What’s that like? Great, great. Well I’m told you have a new movie out. What can you tell us about this clip we’re about to see?”
 
Sometimes you have to make your own fun.
 
In a way, evenings like this are a best case scenario. When things are awkward, a date is like a stay in a hospital waiting room, awaiting test results you just know are gonna be crappy. When they go super well, and there’s a spark, you go temporarily insane with infatuation, forget your own name, and start wearing mismatched socks all the time. People come out of electroshock with their brains less scrambled.
 
It’s that middle ground where waters are the smoothest. That does no one any good in the long run, of course, but in the short term, it makes for a great segment in the zany variety show of life.
 
Coming up next: Animal trainer Nigel Marven shows us how to feed Raisinettes to a rabid baboon! Play us into the break, Paul!
 

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